went out with alv neo eng meng pamela and stephanie. had so much to talk about. its like all the honest replies. hahahah. confessions. i really respect those who dare to admit. esp ah boy. ((; i am just disappointed by ppl's action. a fact is a fact. i hate it when ppl denies. wtf. talking about tt. it just remind me of some incidents. BIG BAD WOLF.
i have no right to comment on certain issues. but i certainly believe that its not right for you to threaten me with tt man. seriously. two different issues.
i've been hearing too much. but tt doesnt mean tt i'll change my personal impression of you. well at least not for now. ((:
no one believes that im feeling sad right now. why.
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
yeeping ; 12:54 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
there's this fear in me. im starting to have doubts. crap. will u please answer to it?
yeeping ; 11:46 PM
packing day was a lil too much waste of time. wells. centis were so high. gawd. we really were the most apparent happening group.
went taka to watch our very own fat mama crew. awesome. guang andrew yiling and me were blocked by the majority. i almost left with the pathetic memory, leaving the temasek's flag in my bag.
mos-ing and gossiping as usual. andrew being the scapegoat again. you just love to be in the limelight huh. hahah. kidding. hmm. now with terence, yiling, alv, tan, andrew, guang and cherie. lotsa laughter. interesting. tt call from alan just irritated our limelight. too bad.
`having heard so much about you. im still that persistent.. as usual im thinking too much.
.LALALA.
yeeping ; 11:24 PM
was with the same gang today. oh wells. this time more interesting issues. court and law cases. case 1 beautifulone- and fracturedfoot
case 2 belongs to * and prettylame
case 3 prettylame and VTPY
case 4 finallythoughtofit and CH____
did i miss out any? HAHAHA> thanks to my lawyers. will work with you guys soon. ((;
presentation was a flope. reason being there was no work done on that question. everything was just so impromptu. no slide, no work. just some speaking. wells. im just not prepared. wad's done is done. wad can i do now.
your messages made me tear. its been on my mind since. . . its just great to hear from you again. i've said what i want to. and now its ur turn to choose to believe it or not. ((;
im not at ease though.
yeeping ; 12:32 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i did well for my tests. with 3bs and 1a. considering a student who doesnt study until the day before. HAHAA>
i was out with the best gl of the worse group. fa of the worse group. fa of the second last group. fa of the best group and the best log head.
he flunk vulgarities, threatens to beat me up, nv stop quarrelling me. trying to act xat too much in front of attractive girls. buaya-ing is just him and his CCA.
i want my mould. ((:
yeeping ; 11:08 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
sweet and divine. razorblade shines.
yeeping ; 8:54 PM
this song i love. will you sing it for me?
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you[Chorus]
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
yeeping ; 8:39 PM
its been raining so much these days. it dampens my mood so badly due to tt 'something' which affected me not very badly. badly. not very badly. badly. not badly. =(
a penny for tt some thoughts.
why?
do you have to think so much for me.
do you treat me so nice and then so cold all of a sudden.
do you have to make me so miserable.
do you have to feel guilty all the time.
are you so selfish.
its not ur fault i believe. i understand. tt's for sure. u're not to blame. no one knows how im feeling exactly for i dun share much. not even the closest. bits and pieces here and there. just a lil upset.
BEATRICE jiu wo!
LALALALAL>
enough of that. im thinking too much.
projects projects projects. d and d d and d d and d. work work work. dunno y but im just keeping myself busy. to make sure that i dun have so much time to pounder over little thoughts i guess.
gelare. im back. ((;
Love, Me
(Skip Ewing/Max T. Barnes)
I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.
If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
such a beautiful disaster. im feeling okie. ((;
yeeping ; 8:02 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
what makes a man- westlife ((;
This isn't goodbye
even as I watch you leave
this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry
even as tears fill my eyes
I swear I won't cry
Any other girl
I'd let you walk away
Any other girl
I'm sure I'd be ok
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So I can get over you
What makes her so right?
Is it the sound of her laugh?
That look in her eyes
When do you decide?
She is the dream that you seek
That force in your life
When you apologise
no matter who was wrong
When you get on your knees if that would bring her home
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know
So that I can get over you
Other girls will come along
they always do
But what's the point when all I ever want is you
tell me
Tell me what makes a man
Wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around
And cry when you're apart
If you know what makes a man
Wanna love you the way I do
Girl you gotta let me know..... (let me know)
Girl you gotta let me know..... (wooo)
So I can get over you
yeeping ; 3:50 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
ive realised ive got lots to update.
28-30 dec OTC
had much fun. made many friends. much exchanges exclusively for the SISTERS and THE RICH. many many nonsense.
31 dec
went out with beatrice eddie and alan. i lost my wallet. a bad end for 2005. right. 70 bucks my ic my ezlink matric card all discount cards. right. tt's it. i went countdown with eddie and alan. before that we watched narnia.
1 jan
fireworks were just awesome. i found something. great start for the year ((:
4 Jan
sch and then lunch at billy bombers heeren with the sisters. me alan beatrice jodin eddie. much laughters.
5-6 Jan Will@TP
how great is that man. he who conquered 660 x 400m within 24hrs. i was on duty with beatrice. we had little sleep. and who would have thought that some ppl could come and peep or look at us sleep within that short 2 hrs. me and beatrice keng go out and eat. then guang help us in our duties. pomata happy? HAHA> but we did other ppl's duties in the morning. guang dint let me out to eat. beatrice went. HAHAH. we had much fun. i had d and d briefing. i tried my best to look good. butterflies in me. =(
8 jan
i went habourfront to meet up with centis for dinner in PS! wad?! right yes. head down to dhoby ghaut. celebrated yiling's birthday. happy birthday to you. happy birthday val. bad news. so it ended quite bad. boo. thanks guang and andrew for sending me home. ((;
9 jan
i shall keep my cool. i want it the same. but i know its just impossible now. wait.
it is just a general fact but i really hated 3rd parties. had much experiences. ask me. they suck. ((:
yeeping ; 9:03 PM